Wednesday, October 29, 2025

Chapter 10: On the Edge: The Latinx Performance Art Festival. Returning to Putoh

 


Chapter 10:  On the Edge: The Latinx Performance Art Festival. Returning to Putoh

In 2016, after several years, focusing on painting, sculpture and art criticism, I was more than ready to return to performance. I had become well-known as a Seattle pop artist and for covering the local art scene for the Seattle Post Intelligencer, the online newspaper. In the heat of August, in conjunction with the local Latinx organization La Sala/La Cocina, with organizational assistance from Lauren Davis, we created "On the Edge: Latinx Performance Art Festival" which we would later learn had been the first all-Latinx performance art festival in Seattle and quite possibly the world.

​That summer, when I was asked to program an evening of performance art for La Sala Latinx Artists Network’s ‘La Cocina’ in Pioneer Square, it ended up exceeding all of our hopes. The night itself was not just historic; it was an amazing success! The event itself was pure magic. The first On the Edge Festival was a one-night event, small but expansive, dedicated to serving Seattle and the Seattle Latino/X community, giving voice to local Latinx artists presenting work that is rarely seen in our communities and had never happened before in Seattle.

​We knew we were excited by what we had put together and felt as though it was an important and necessary event for our communities, but we came to understand just how profoundly new this concept was-worldwide, when Marvin Carlson named our event in Routledge's textbook "Performance: A Critical Introduction" and we became part of university curricula across the globe. In 2017, I alongside Vicente Montañez were cited in the theoretical textbook—by Marvin Carlson in the third edition of his seminal work, as leading figures in the Latinx Performance Art movement, something that both of us realized was more dumb luck than anything else, but, which definitely made us feel proud of what we had put together.

​As a Latinx performance artist, I knew our 2016 event was unique and vital to the Seattle community, showcasing Latina/x/o artists' identity and genre-expanding work. But none of us could imagine that our event would become part of worldwide university curricula inspiring a new generation of Latina/x/o artists. But, as Academic, Marvin Carlson went on to describe our event:

​"The First Latinx performance venue was established in 2013, the Teatro Publico de Cleveland, and there is a growing body of theatre artists who specifically identify themselves as Latinx, headed by Xavier Lopez Jr. and Vicente Montañez. Lopez created the first festival of Latinx performance, held at the Good Arts center for experimental theatre in Seattle in 2016, in which Montañez performed. Lopez is also co-creator, with performance artist Katherine Adamenko of New York City, of Putoh performance, a melding of Chicano performance art and contemporary art inspired by Butoh."

By this point, I identified myself as being part of a new group of Latinx artists for whom artmaking, while still personal and autobiographical in the broadest sense, eschewed the obvious tropes of masculinity, hegemony and race. As an at first, Chicano, then Hispanic and now Latinx artist, it had become clear to me over the course of my now thirty-plus year career that my work was focused on a more personal kind of conceptualism, centering on autobiography and my own set of obsessions, hopes and fears.

​The festival sought to engender, enlarge and expand the conversation of what Latina/x/o art is and what it can be. We live at a time in which definitions of race, masculinity, gender and art are changing and "On the Edge" sought to be a leading voice in this change. What had been created with On the Edge was a sense of freedom and inclusion that I had always searched for in my journey as an artist and performer exploring themes of Latino/x identity, gender and class privilege.

​"On the Edge" was aptly named as it was all about the cutting edge of Seattle's Latinx performance, it was and is about intersections and breaking the bounds and definitions of history. Latinx is, perhaps, the first movement of the twenty-first century and may, in fact be the first redefinition of the post-postmodern era. Latinx is a true reinvention and reinvesting of what it means to be Latino, in this case, through performance, through our work, I and other contemporary Latinx artists were defining a term that is guided by complexity, criticality and biographical and theoretical strength creating a "Latinoism" based on alliances that owes more of its form to Queer and Feminist programs that lead the way for identity movements than to an essentialized Latino-ness.

​On the night of the event. We had a very nice crowd, overstuffing the small venue and pouring out into the sidewalk. and at least once, I heard a very audible gasp as I was on stage. There is something very real and very magical about doing something as visceral and honest as performance art in front of a live audience—it is an amazing feeling for the audience as well as the performer. Our night of performance had something for everyone and at the same time, the whole event was fundamentally individual and Latinx. Our event earned its place as part of a larger conversation, working not only to continue and preserve a set of cultural traditions, but seeking to redefine the nature of these traditions moving forward, taking their place in an era of change and flux.

There were only a handful of us that night, each taking the stage one after the other. From spoken word poetry and more traditional Latino performance to more experimental work the entire event was fundamentally LatinX.

​I was the last one on that hot, August night, and as the audience rustled uncomfortably in their seats, I began to place multiple, cheap, JC Penney "boom boxes" throughout the small, sweaty, orange room. All of them were playing the same track in a kind of staggered "row row row your boat” sort of way. I came out dressed as a ghost and handed flowers into the audience, signaling that we were entering a magic space. The cacophony of layers and layers of looped recordings of the tune "Theme from A Summer Place" mingled with the ambiance of the audience and the sounds of cars passing on their way to historic Pioneer Square--literally the anodyne sounds of elevator music turned into noise!

​In front of the audience, I prepared to put together the set for the night's events, a small square stage upon the larger stage and a chair, upon which I placed an old leather backpack filled with chocolate, strawberry syrup and sugar sprinkles, I took my time, remembering something that Bob had told me years ago.

​Flash back to UNR, I was in my first sculpture course, and a "Daddy Long-legs" spider was crawling across the powder-white wooden tables in the large room that occasionally doubled as a classroom. This was only our second meeting ever and we had been asked to make an artwork based on something by another artist. We had been let loose at the library where we were introduced to the art section and told to find an artist to copy, but at the same time try to make something new.

​Somehow the topic of performance art came up and Bob was describing to us how audiences had a natural attention span of about three minutes, about the length of a long commercial or a cartoon, or something like that and that it was up to the artist to extend the amount of time that viewers spend with our work--because after an audience moves past interest it moves toward agitation and boredom and once you get past this—something magical happens and an audience moves into a state of hyper-awareness and receptibility that is the sweet spot for all artists--but especially for performance artists.

​After making this statement, Bob, who at this point didn't know me from Adam called on me to present my art-piece, which must have appeared, at first, to the other first year students be just a tape player, or that I was going to present a song or something. As was usual for me at that time, before I began to care about anything, I had left this assignment 'til the very last moment, but looking back, I guess I must have always been a conceptual artist. My piece called "8 Minutes 11 seconds" was an audio recording of the trip from my apartment to the sculpture room--it took 8 minutes to create, but really, it took an entire week to conceptualize what was a recording of an event. Which, I suppose, might have actually made this my first performance—oh well, I suppose history is full of mistakes, false starts and revisions. But at that moment, back then, in that dusty. old sculpture room—I was just surprised that this recording was being taken at all seriously—that I was actually being taken seriously for something I made.

Forward back to this hot August night, and the noise that began to die down while, I, dressed as a ghost handed out flowers into the audience. later, as I painted in chocolate and strawberry syrup, again, dressed as a giant teddy bear--none of us had any idea that we were the first ones to put together a festival of Performance Art that was brave enough to claim the term Latinx, but for now, I was a ghost and I was fully present.

For the last twenty years I have been working with Sheet Ghost installations, performances and sculpture. Beginning first with my performance art in 1993, when I first used the "sheet ghost" in a significant way—I have found the concept and form of a ghost to be an amazingly expressive means of dealing with many issues ranging from the extremely personal, themes of isolation to even more abstract ideas as was the case in a more recent installation I did for the Seattle Office of Arts & Culture's "Dialogues in Art" series, wherein I dealt with issues of homelessness, or in the solo exhibition I did at the Faire Gallery Cafe in 2010, which was based on the Soft Cyborg.

​The sheet ghosts are a nod to a time when people would cover furniture in their homes and castles to prevent them from getting dusty while no one was there. Mirroring the shrouds that were worn by mourners and the dead, eventually these sheets became synonymous with ghosts. As for my sculptural work, I started creating ghosts that were empty husks held up by strings, others were wall pieces circled by record albums. I began doing some of the sheet ghosts on the street, just leaving them there with a little tag letting people know they were art pieces. These ghosts are us. They are me. There is a sense of invisibility to them, a sense of alienation, isolation and loneliness. They show that any one of us can become anonymous sheet ghosts moving through the world.

The second of my performances of the night was named "Dream of the Soft Cyborg: Teaching a Hare to Tell Time, in this performance, like the earlier "Spaniard" performance at Anne Bonney in Seattle and a lost performance that I did at UC Davis, they all owed significantly to the performances of Joseph Beuys. Whether I was aware of it or not, his mythology and mine overlapped in some very significant ways.

​In fact, if I was somehow given the opportunity, I would love to work on a performance with Joseph Beuys—of all the performance artists throughout history—his is the one that I seem to come back to the most—visually, we share some striking similarities—which is odd—because for both of us the performance work is extremely personal, autobiographical and anecdotal. I'm sure that Beuys himself would say it has something to do with a kind of post-Jungian—artistic collective mind/consciousness—but all of that is just a little too new agey for me—though I love Beuys for being so out there and for being so willing to go out on a limb for what he believed—no matter what!

The night ended with the "Dream of the Soft Cyborg: Polymorfy (Super, Sugar Bear 2)," in which a human/teddy bear hybrid examines his love for chocolate milk and cocoa puffs by pouring them all over himself, in an attempt at becoming one with his true love. During the performance, I actually almost suffocated myself by covering the bear head in liquid. This performance is ultimately one of my favorites and was awesome to perform—even though I had to get home on the bus that night completely soaked, dragging my costumes behind me in a cart that was breaking apart all the way home!

​But such is the life of a poor artist!

​​Flashback: to the year 1999? Yeah, I think it was in the last year of the past millennium, and I was in the first year of my Art History program at UC Davis. I remember it like it was yesterday, so bright and vivid in David Hockney pastels, the weather was beautiful as it often is in the warm, Zephyrus, Central Californian sun.

We spoke of many things that day. We spoke of contemporary music, how things had changed since I was an undergraduate and we talked about just how crappy "Star Wars: A Phantom Menace" was. We talked about philosophy and the students' plans for the future—and I realized that it didn't look like they could truly articulate any. Then I asked them for their sense of the current state of the world, reality—life, the universe and everything—their sense of existence in 1999, or was it 2000.

​One person asked me if I had ever seen the video for "Numb" from the 1993 U2 album, Zooropa. Another said she felt as though she were trapped in plastic, wax, amber or "something like that." That's what she said..."or something like that." It was odd that I remember that so clearly—it wasn't even out of the ordinary, but then again, maybe life is actually made out of an ever increasing series of ordinary moments, moments of no apparent consequence that only become consequential upon reflection.

The next student said that it felt as though they were waiting for something, like they were locked in place, going through the motions—waiting for something.  I asked what they thought they were waiting for. The end of the world? The Second Coming? "Yeah," they said. They just didn't know, but they all agreed that they were waiting for something, something that would change everything and bring form and meaning to their lives.

These students had become speechless, they were alienated from their own place in history, waiting for something to change everything and bring with it some sort of a sign, which would give them direction or, at the very least, wake them from their slumber. They appeared to be in search of a break from what had gone before.

​In my estimation that horrible break actually would come for them, in 2001, on my mother's birthday in September and would come with a price tag that was to be amazingly terrible, but which created a very decisive, very definite cut-off date for the Post Modern—especially, the late, last part of the Post Modern (and by extension) the program of Modernism—and it took with it the idea of the imperviousness of hegemony and the impenetrable indestructibility of the structures of society. It was a day that was the kernel of everything that would come after it, like Duchamp or the comet that killed the dinosaurs, or the chemicals that first came together to create the first building blocks of life—it would change everything. Which brings us to the world we now live in, one where civilizations work to bring each other down from the inside, where computers are more deadly than bombs and people are the new weapons of choice and which are very easy to manipulate as it turns out!

The Story of the Soft Cyborg and its only true value then, is that it may be both our inevitable end and our only survival skill, if we imagine a world like the one in Max Headroom—a program that was simply too honest to last long on television—we can imagine a world that is owned part and parcel by large corporations—these corporations are viruses, in that they seek to live for as long as they can using the resources of their host body till the host is destroyed and empty. They are the viruses that we have created, hard-edged and machine-like they kill us with their mutagenic, cyborg bodies and hard-edged hegemonic minds.

If we are to survive the new millennia, we must become like Roger Rabbit, we must become like Road Runner and Wile E. Coyote, our flesh must become pliant and perfect—we must become the plastic and rubber that bounces back after being dropped from the top of the Empire State Building. We must discover the nirvana that occurs in those few moments when we are suspended in mid-air before we drop. Our skin must stretch like Plastic-man and allow the machine to pass through us effortlessly. We must never bleed and instead we must ooze. We must see through the wild, white lidless eyes that see all and know the rules of the mystery. If not, the Terminator 2000 will necessarily destroy us. In essence we must evolve, grow and become what we were always meant to be. Soft.

"Seance" at John Cage Musiccircus. 2016.

After "On the Edge: The First Latinx Performance Art Festival," I became part of a wonderful celebration that was put together to celebrate the work of John Cage, who was an American composer, music theorist, artist, and philosopher, as well as being one of the most influential composers of the 20th century. His infamous piano piece 4'33" has always been a huge influence.

​The Musiccircus was a mixed-media performance festival held at Seattle's prestigious Town Hall. What I created for the event was up to then, perhaps one of most conceptual pieces of mine, which seems appropriate considering its inspiration. "Seance, originally titled, "I Always Cry at the Oscars. David Bowie (8 January 1947 – 10 January 2016.)" became the ghost piece ("Seance.") presented at John Cage Musiccircus.

​Later called, just "Cancer," this performance consisted of two mechanical voices, one male presenting and the other female presenting, using a text-to-voice reader, speaking the names of famous people who had passed during the years that Bowie was alive--originally, the idea started by asking the question whether only the famous had ever lived on this planet and mattered. Like 4'33" the performance was designed to exist in the space surrounding it, and was documented to record the main ghost performance, while the rest of the sounds recorded for the event were created in the environment within the Town Hall John Cage Musiccircus event.

 

"A Falling Piece" at Artist Up: Grant LAB Shout Out at Oxbow. 2017

Influenced by the "Happenings" of Alan Kaprow and especially the "Dangerous" performances by Dick Higgens, when I was invited to Artist Up: Grant Lab Shout Out in 2017, I decided to take advantage of the opportunity to do a performance "on the fly" as the “kids” call it and that is when I decided to do "A Falling Piece."

​The performance itself was absolutely minimalist. When I was called to give my presentation in front of my peers, I let them call my name a number of times before responding, signaling that something was wrong, then as I got up and began to walk through the crowd I stumbled and fell several times on my way through my fellow artists before getting to the bottom of the stairs. As I did so, I could feel the energy within the space, completely change and like Dick Higgins was in his outrageous performances, I was dedicated to go all in with my performance and to take as long as possible to get up to the top of the stairs, where we were meant to do our presentations. As I tumbled and crawled up I kept rebuffing each attempt to help me up, by saying, "I'm alright!" or "I can do this," while falling down yet again each time! When, after a long period of this, I finally got up to the top, I let the audience in on the performance and spoke about my artistic oeuvre and described my plans for what I would be doing with the grant later in the year.

​Stumbling...

​and dragging myself up the stairs...

​...and falling back down several times...

​...refusing help...

​Until I make it to the top.

​Where I will give the presentation.

(Rough notes for “A Falling Piece” 2017)

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