Sunday, September 6, 2020

Xavier Lopez Performance #21B: Part 2 - Oracion Al Borde del Apocalipsis (Prayer at the Edge of Apocalypse.) 2019. Featuring Christina Montilla.


December 2019 performance at King Street Station in Seattle, WA. Starring Xavier Lopez and Christina Montilla in performance at King Street Station! — at Office of Arts & Culture Seattle.






Performance at King Street Station: 

Oracion al Borde del Apocalipsis 

Gus/Ghost Walk/Prayer 

December 5th, 2019

 



In this pre-performance—I walk out half-an-hour before the main performance to a pre-chosen spot of the KSS will already have a rocking chair and two pieces of luggage. I sit in the rocking chair reading the book until, the house lights go down…




Ghost Walk:… and a musical piece created by my brother comes on, creating a theatrical space. I put down the book, pick up the two pieces of luggage and walk the perimeter of the space-this is the second part of the performance, entitled “Ghost Walk.” This segment is dedicated to and refers to all those that have come to our country, seeking the promise of safety, security and freedom, carrying everything they own with them, braving all of their fears, filled with hope and promise.




The Prayer: At a predetermined spot, easily watched by everyone, the prayer begins. Symbolizing the prison that many have been placed into under the Trump administration, I, still dressed as a ghost, open up the two containers filled with candles, flowers and toys and create a border around me. The performance ends when I kneel in the middle of the circle and say a silent prayer based on the prayers that my mother taught me in Spanish and English when I was a small child.




The performance “Oracion al Borde del Apocalipsis” ( Prayer at the Edge of the Apocalypse) begins with a pre-performance piece entitled “Gus Was a Mexican Ghost,” which is a children’s book from the 1970’s about a ghost, who goes to Mexico. The book was one of my favorites as a child. This performance is an extended prayer for all of those that have migrated to this country or whose descendants travelled to these lands from somewhere else, which is to say everyone but this land’s indigenous peoples—everyone else is a guest here.




Xavier Lopez is a contemporary, Latino/x, conceptual, mixed media artist. Lopez received his MFA from the University of California, Davis, where he created the theoretical/artistic thesis of the "Soft Cyborg" and the Latinx artistic form of “Putoh,” which takes Butoh as its inspiration. As a "Post-Pop Artist," he is part of a young group of artists who are seeking to move beyond contemporary mainstream ideas, becoming post genre, mixing sculpture, performance art, theory, painting and anything else they can get their hands on to create something exciting and new. In 2016, allied with La Sala--a leading Latino Arts organization in Seattle, Washington, Xavier Lopez and Lauren Davis put together the very first Latinx Performance Art Festival. In 2017, Xavier Lopez was cited in the Routledge critical theoretical textbook "Performance; A Critical Introduction--by Marvin Carlson, Third Edition, as a leading voice in the Latinx Performance Art movement, something for which he is extremely proud.



Lopez is part of a new breed of Latinx artists for whom art-making, while still personal and autobiographical in the broadest sense, eschews the obvious tropes of masculinity, hegemony and race with very little regard for the overbearing visual, cultural history that has proven to be overpowering for so many artists of this age. Instead, as an Hispanic artist, it has become clear to Lopez over the course of his thirty-plus year career that his work has focused on a more personal kind of conceptualism, centering on autobiography and his own set of obsessions, hopes and fears.




Lopez has shown artwork on both American coasts as well as in Germany, England and France, and he has come to be known for his own brand of lush, conceptual, post post-modern sculpture, especially his "sheet ghost" installations, flower Rorschachs, tin foil mountains and performance art.




As a child in the seventies, before Lopez even knew what art was, his father was in the Chicano Art Movement in Los Angeles and the younger Lopez would tag along to the "Mechicano" Art Centers of Southern California mentally devouring the exciting scenes of Chicano artists making political and historical work, expressing first-hand what it meant to be a "Chicano" in the seventies. Days would pass as he watched his father paint murals, all the while, day-dreaming of his own future. Lopez' parents often took their three children to the Los Angeles Museum of Art, where he saw Warhol's Brillo Boxes, his first conceptual sculptures and Joseph Beuys’ performances.





It was also at university that he began to notice a big difference between how his heroes made art and how he was expected to make art. When a Duchamp or a Beuys made their work it was about ideas, it was about their ideas and it reflected the way that they saw the world. With this realization, Lopez decided that he would take a stand and make art that came from his own personal experiences, that he would make work that was unique to his own, singular viewpoint and that above all else it would be art that was about ideas. From then on Lopez sought to make his own way as an individual artist, seeking to express his own view of the universe and to speak of his own personal issues, obsessions and desires. This has become a very important stance of liberation, which in and of itself is powerful and revolutionary.




Lopez career is a journey and a complex intellectual investigation--at the same time, however, it is not a refutation of difference, history or culture--as that is also a very important part of Lopez' (hi(s)tory--rather, Lopez work is about those areas where we come together, aware that we are not post-race and that his work is not either.




As an artist, Lopez' career has been multivalent, mixing sculpture, performance art, theory and painting, creating a body of work that is experimental and fierce--with the power of a slap to the back of the head. Lopez has been part of several high-profile art events at the Seattle Art Museum, 4Culture, Artist Trust, Seattle Arts & Culture and most recently he has worked with the Seattle LatinX organization "La Sala" for their "La Cocina" project where he put together and performed in the first ever night of all LatinX performance art. He is a recipient of the prestigious 2016 Artist Up Grant Lab Award as well as several other grants, fellowships and commissions from various American cities.



Xavier Lopez Jr. 

Music by D. Alexis Lopez 

Featuring Christina Montilla


Performance: December 5th 2019 

3:00 Xavier arrives at the space to make sure everything is fine, to do soundcheck, etc. 


5:00 Alexis and Christina arrive 


6:00 pre-show set-up begins—we bring out props, etc.



6:45 Xavier and Christina walk to their stages, both dressed as ghosts. Christina is dressed as a pink ghost carrying the children’s book, “Gus was a Mexican Ghost.” She walks up very slowly to the chair/rocking chair and sits down and rocks slowly back and forth, whispering undiscernible words that sound like the remnants of memories gone by—every once in a while you can make out the words “Angelito de mi guarda, de mi dulce compania.” 




At the same time, I walk up to the second stage space surrounded by luggage and begin to play with toys—the scene is very reminiscent of a mother and child enjoying time together. 

7:00-7:05 Alexis’ music begins and I put away the toys and tie the luggage together and carry them over my shoulder and Christina picks up the rocking chair and slowly walks toward the green room. 

7:05-7:12 The music changes and I kneel walk around the gallery space and head back to the space that was once occupied by Christina and the rocking chair—but they are gone. This whole time I have been whispering, “Angelito de mi guarda,” 

7:12-end: The music becomes a little faster, more like a chant as I pull out candles and place them in a circle around me, followed by the toys that I was playing with earlier and finally the circle/border is completed by flowers as I place each flower I am saying “Angelita de mi guarda” and slowly, more of the prayer comes out and I begin chanting it and Christina, now a part of the audience begins to chant it again and hopefully others will join us, as we approach a kind of crescendo, I begin to toss the flowers in the air, symbolically destroying the border, then collapse on the ground—the end of the performance. 




Second part of performance at King Street Station. Christina Montilla and Xavier Lopez Art in performance at King Street Station! — at Office of Arts & Culture Seattle.











Wednesday, September 2, 2020

Xavier Lopez Performance #21A: Part 1 - Oracion Al Borde del Apocalipsis (Prayer at the Edge of Apocalypse.) 2019. Featuring Christina Montilla.

 


December 2019 performance at King Street Station in Seattle, WA. Starring Xavier Lopez and Christina Montilla in performance at King Street Station! — at Office of Arts & Culture Seattle.






Performance at King Street Station: 

Oracion al Borde del Apocalipsis 

Gus/Ghost Walk/Prayer 

December 5th, 2019




In this pre-performance—I walk out half-an-hour before the main performance to a pre-chosen spot of the KSS will already have a rocking chair and two pieces of luggage. I sit in the rocking chair reading the book until, the house lights go down…



Ghost Walk:… and a musical piece created by my brother comes on, creating a theatrical space. I put down the book, pick up the two pieces of luggage and walk the perimeter of the space-this is the second part of the performance, entitled “Ghost Walk.” This segment is dedicated to and refers to all those that have come to our country, seeking the promise of safety, security and freedom, carrying everything they own with them, braving all of their fears, filled with hope and promise.



The Prayer: At a predetermined spot, easily watched by everyone, the prayer begins. Symbolizing the prison that many have been placed into under the Trump administration, I, still dressed as a ghost, open up the two containers filled with candles, flowers and toys and create a border around me. The performance ends when I kneel in the middle of the circle and say a silent prayer based on the prayers that my mother taught me in Spanish and English when I was a small child.


The performance “Oracion al Borde del Apocalipsis” ( Prayer at the Edge of the Apocalypse) begins with a pre-performance piece entitled “Gus Was a Mexican Ghost,” which is a children’s book from the 1970’s about a ghost, who goes to Mexico. The book was one of my favorites as a child. This performance is an extended prayer for all of those that have migrated to this country or whose descendants travelled to these lands from somewhere else, which is to say everyone but this land’s indigenous peoples—everyone else is a guest here. 



Xavier Lopez is a contemporary, Latino/x, conceptual, mixed media artist. Lopez received his MFA from the University of California, Davis, where he created the theoretical/artistic thesis of the "Soft Cyborg" and the Latinx artistic form of “Putoh,” which takes Butoh as its inspiration. As a "Post-Pop Artist," he is part of a young group of artists who are seeking to move beyond contemporary mainstream ideas, becoming post genre, mixing sculpture, performance art, theory, painting and anything else they can get their hands on to create something exciting and new. In 2016, allied with La Sala--a leading Latino Arts organization in Seattle, Washington, Xavier Lopez and Lauren Davis put together the very first Latinx Performance Art Festival. In 2017, Xavier Lopez was cited in the Routledge critical theoretical textbook "Performance; A Critical Introduction--by Marvin Carlson, Third Edition, as a leading voice in the Latinx Performance Art movement, something for which he is extremely proud.




Lopez is part of a new breed of Latinx artists for whom art-making, while still personal and autobiographical in the broadest sense, eschews the obvious tropes of masculinity, hegemony and race with very little regard for the overbearing visual, cultural history that has proven to be overpowering for so many artists of this age. Instead, as an Hispanic artist, it has become clear to Lopez over the course of his thirty-plus year career that his work has focused on a more personal kind of conceptualism, centering on autobiography and his own set of obsessions, hopes and fears.





Lopez has shown artwork on both American coasts as well as in Germany, England and France, and he has come to be known for his own brand of lush, conceptual, post post-modern sculpture, especially his "sheet ghost" installations, flower Rorschachs, tin foil mountains and performance art.




As a child in the seventies, before Lopez even knew what art was, his father was in the Chicano Art Movement in Los Angeles and the younger Lopez would tag along to the "Mechicano" Art Centers of Southern California mentally devouring the exciting scenes of Chicano artists making political and historical work, expressing first-hand what it meant to be a "Chicano" in the seventies. Days would pass as he watched his father paint murals, all the while, day-dreaming of his own future. Lopez' parents often took their three children to the Los Angeles Museum of Art, where he saw Warhol's Brillo Boxes, his first conceptual sculptures and Joseph Beuys’ performances.



It was also at university that he began to notice a big difference between how his heroes made art and how he was expected to make art. When a Duchamp or a Beuys made their work it was about ideas, it was about their ideas and it reflected the way that they saw the world. With this realization, Lopez decided that he would take a stand and make art that came from his own personal experiences, that he would make work that was unique to his own, singular viewpoint and that above all else it would be art that was about ideas. From then on Lopez sought to make his own way as an individual artist, seeking to express his own view of the universe and to speak of his own personal issues, obsessions and desires. This has become a very important stance of liberation, which in and of itself is powerful and revolutionary.



Lopez career is a journey and a complex intellectual investigation--at the same time, however, it is not a refutation of difference, history or culture--as that is also a very important part of Lopez' (hi(s)tory--rather, Lopez work is about those areas where we come together, aware that we are not post-race and that his work is not either.



As an artist, Lopez' career has been multivalent, mixing sculpture, performance art, theory and painting, creating a body of work that is experimental and fierce--with the power of a slap to the back of the head. Lopez has been part of several high-profile art events at the Seattle Art Museum, 4Culture, Artist Trust, Seattle Arts & Culture and most recently he has worked with the Seattle LatinX organization "La Sala" for their "La Cocina" project where he put together and performed in the first ever night of all LatinX performance art. He is a recipient of the prestigious 2016 Artist Up Grant Lab Award as well as several other grants, fellowships and commissions from various American cities.




Xavier Lopez Jr. 

Music by D. Alexis Lopez 

Featuring Christina Montilla



Performance: December 5th 2019 

3:00 Xavier arrives at the space to make sure everything is fine, to do soundcheck, etc.

5:00 Alexis and Christina arrive

6:00 pre-show set-up begins—we bring out props, etc.

6:45 Xavier and Christina walk to their stages, both dressed as ghosts. Christina is dressed as a pink ghost carrying the children’s book, “Gus was a Mexican Ghost.” She walks up very slowly to the chair/rocking chair and sits down and rocks slowly back and forth, whispering undiscernible words that sound like the remnants of memories gone by—every once in a while you can make out the words “Agelito de mi guarda, de mi dulce compania.”



At the same time, I walk up to the second stage space surrounded by luggage and begin to play with toys—the scene is very reminiscent of a mother and child enjoying time together.

7:00-7:05 Alexis’ music begins and I put away the toys and tie the luggage together and carry them over my shoulder and Christina picks up the rocking chair and slowly walks toward the green room.

7:05-7:12 The music changes and I kneel walk around the gallery space and head back to the space that was once occupied by Christina and the rocking chair—but they are gone. This whole time I have been whispering, “Angelito de mi guarda,”

7:12-end: The music becomes a little faster, more like a chant as I pull out candles and place them in a circle around me, followed by the toys that I was playing with earlier and finally the circle/border is completed by flowers as I place each flower I am saying “Angelita de mi guarda” and slowly, more of the prayer comes out and I begin chanting it and Christina, now a part of the audience begins to chant it again and hopefully others will join us, as we approach a kind of crescendo, I begin to toss the flowers in the air, symbolically destroying the border, then collapse on the ground—the end of the performance.




December 2019 performance at King Street Station in Seattle, WA. Starring Xavier Lopez and Christina Montilla in performance at King Street Station! — at Office of Arts & Culture Seattle.

Monday, August 31, 2020

Xavier Lopez Performance #21 General: Oracion Al Borde del Apocalipsis (Prayer at the Edge of Apocalypse.) 2019.

 


Flyer for Oracion Al Borde del Apocalipsis (Prayer at the Edge of Apocalypse), front and back cover.


Flyer for Oracion Al Borde del Apocalipsis (Prayer at the Edge of Apocalypse), inside.



The performance was part of the three-month exhibition: Brighter Future--To be heard. To be seen. To be free. I had some paintings in the exhibition, but was much more excited to have been asked to do a performance. At this point, we did not yet know about Covid, and I do remember thinking at the time that the title that I gave to the performance seemed kind of over-the-top and yet. There was a feeling that something was happening. There was a feeling that something was coming and that it wasn't good.

I knew that this piece needed to be a prayer, my favorite prayer, one in Spanish that I was taught when I was very young by my mother and remember to this day.  I have also been wanting to do a crawling ghost piece, originally planned to circle the Seattle Art Museum--I still hope to do a ghost performance there sometime this year. 



List of artists who were part of this exhibition. 







Our team for the upcoming "On The Edge: Second Latinx [erformance Art Festival, postponed, at this point, indefinitely, but actually 'til sometime in 2021.   





Photo taken before the event at the historic King Street Station. 



Announcement on the Arts & Culture, Seattle WA Gov page. 




Ghost at the King Street Station.



Prayer at the Edge of Apocalypse is a continuation of the sheet ghost performances and sculptures that began in the 80's. 

Xavier Lopez Performance # 20: Masking Tape. 2019.

 


Performance: Masking Tape (2019).
Making a mask out of masking tape, what could be more natural. This performance marks the beginning of the Dematerialization/Denial/Disintegration series of works. I am at the beginning of this series and excited to see as it progresses.



I'm afraid 


I'm afraid 

I'm afraid that it is cancer. 

I'm afraid this is a dream. 

I'm afraid my teeth are rotting 

I'm afraid I need to scream. 

I'm afraid that it's not nice. 

I'm afraid that it's no good. 

I'm afraid the aliens are coming, 

I'm afraid we're all alone. 

I'm afraid there is no heaven 

and we're never going home. 

I'm afraid I have no money 

and I'm lost in all this debt. 




I'm afraid that we're all dying 

and it hasn't sunk in just yet. 

I'm afraid this diabetes 

will take my eyesight, legs and art. 

I'm afraid there is no forever 

and no reason to even start. 

I'm afraid of those who hate me 

and those that love me more. 

I'm afraid of domestic terror, 

airborne viruses, killer wasps and war. 

I'm especially afraid of thermonuclear devices 

and I'm afraid of Russians, Arabs and the Chinese. 

But then again, 

I'm not half as afraid of them as I am of 

my own government, 

and this American disease. 




I'm afraid that this is all just a complex hologram. 

I'm afraid of cosmic rays, solar flares and asteroids. 

of floods and hurricanes, earthquakes and famine. 

and I'm afraid of the second coming, 

my parents sure as damned hell made certain of that. 

I'm afraid of getting old. 

I'm afraid of being hit by a car. 

I'm afraid of flying in a plane. 

And I'm too afraid to learn to drive. 

I'm afraid that we're all in hell, 

I mean that this is actually hell, right here and now. 




Not a personal hell, but a very real fear. 

I'm afraid of all this honesty. 

I'm afraid of your lies as well. 

I'm afraid of the void 

and of disintegration 

of becoming nothingness. 





And I guess, 

I'm afraid of losing my mind, 

it seems 

and forgetting all I've ever done, 

all I've ever created, dreamed and pined for, 

of losing all the things that matter at all to me, 

the people, 

the times 

and the memories of making love 

to you. 

Of having it all go away. 

And it's a terror that I can't really understand, 

can't actually wrap my head around, 

can't really imagine... 

and the only thing that gets me through any of it 

the only thing that makes any of this at all... 

bearable 

is knowing that 

I am not the only one 

going through all of this...

That 

I

am not. 

Alone.
--Xavier Lopez 2018












Sunday, August 30, 2020

Xavier Lopez Performance #19: Ghost Walk #1. 2019.



Ghost Walk #1. Directed by Xavier Lopez Jr. Videography by Girlgoth. SOUNDTRACK: Cue 1a - Sad-Beautiful-Emotive-Echo-Ghostly guitar alone (Something Broken Somewhere-Ascendent Remix) Soularflair.  



I love my ghosts!

Me too

Wait til you see the flying bear! He's huge! I feel like I am so on a roll!

What will you do with him?

Many, many things.  One will be a performance called Jesus Christ Sugarbear!  Where he sings I'm alive by ELO! 

Yes!!

Another is called, I can fly and he'll be held up by strings, wearing a little red cape. That's next month.
I'll wear him in a few performances.  And he'll also be a freestanding sculpture with a microphone stand telling stories. 




Funny! You've really got your creative juices flowing!

Basically, he's me. If I was cute and cuddly and everyone immediately loved me.  Me if I was a teddy bear, or even a ghost!  I love the fact that I am doing all the things I was always meant to do!

Yes. That's very important!  Big thoughts!  You have to follow your heart and dreams! 

Yes ma'am! The coolest thing about conceptual art is envisioning it exactly how it turns out and purely making ideas concrete.  It's closer to magic than painting.

Yeah. That's true!

And it confuses people because it looks so easy--and sometimes it is really easy to make, but it ies the processes of thinking that lays underneath.

You have alot of thoughts running around in that big brain 





A bit like what lies underneath the sheet of a ghost.

It is the temptation of looking up a woman's skirt when you are a young boy, you don't know what's up in there, but you really want to find out.

Haha..good way to put it

That's the attraction of the ghost, a mystery, a terror and a desire at the same time.

It will be interesting to see people's reactions. 





I wonder if they will give it the time, mentally, or whether they will just stay with their immediate reaction.  I like the way that these sculptures are also truly pop.  But also take things into conceptual territory. A mix of high and low.  Like Banksy at his best.

I like that you are truly engaged with your pieces, and invoke responses. 

Thank you, I really see them as forms of communication. But I have always hated just telling stories, I'm more interested in sharing ideas.  

Mr Lopez, what do you feel are barriers to the type of art you like to make?

At this point I don't actually see any barriers, what do you mean?

I wasn't sure if you had any ideas floating around that you cannot make come to fruition at the moment.. Be it financial, or the Seattle Art scene, etc..





For the last twenty years I have been working with Sheet Ghost installations, performances and sculpture. Beginning first with "performance art" in 1993, wherein I first used the "sheet ghost" in a significant way--I find the "ghost" to be an amazingly expressive means of dealing with many issues ranging from the extremely personal to themes of isolation and even more abstract ideas as was the case in the most recent installation I did for the Seattle Office Arts & Culture's "Dialogues in Art" series, wherein I dealt with issues of homelessness. In Hope/Home, the first installation with multiple figures, the sheet ghosts became stand-ins for my family as we dealt with a period of homelessness that we experienced when I was still very young. Over the course of several installations I have seen my process become increasingly narrative and more and more theatrical.



Ghost Walk #1 was the first of these more cinematic performances.